I just found out in a commercial...

...whatever and wherever the exploitation really is, there was something that wasn't good about it.

Joke

It seems like I was offered things they did not mean that are taken away by other people being put over me all of a sudden.

Well...

She used to approve of me so much, and the world wanted to do anything to keep this from happening.

Well...

I never said the older lady I know should not feel good, just thought she was attacked with uncomfortable stimulation by the whole world all the time suddenly, at least here.

Now, I feel involved.

Problems

Supposedly, people are being encouraged over me like I can't enjoy my personal life.

Do you think people don't care about me anymore just because I was upset an older lady I like was exploited..?

Crap

I already know people made my life crap, but I didn't.

"Finding Fault in" Me

People act like I'm mean to other people because I have earned things.  They act like I'm big and ugly. They admit they want exactly things that are most important/successful to me instead, and other people try to say I'm punished and they can take them.

Tossed

I found that I was tossed because I lived in Orlando like that means I'm bad.

How does that add up?  Orlando is a hard place to live in.

Sick

People in Europe think they are all that, but they are just teasing some people, maybe people who are not white.

Lost at Life

I feel like people are monitoring me to make sure I'm not easily too attractive.  I feel people think I set them up to seem shy and later break out of my shell and that if anything good happens to me I stole something from them.

The Beach Life and Preserved Culture

It seems like living by the beach is all about the culture by the beach and has modern culture but also prizes people with ancestry there, in Southeastern Florida.

If you look at people who are indoors, in places like Germany and other offshoots, there's something to notice.  However, I think of being from the beach and feel I don't matter.

Upset

I'm sorta on auto pilot that life was better before people acted all rebellious and hasty sometimes rather than better with Pirates of the Caribbean and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and moreso as a standard that I'm good and other people are rebellious and cut short on interesting things.  It seems like you don't get accepted if you were not online soon enough when a lot of us were starting college.

Unloved

I wanted to be accepted, but, like, see a nice, neat person get accepted if they are born around 1997/1998.  My life is not all about work.

About People Who Sacrifice That They Accepted Me

I honestly was wondering if anything was allowed to be that big in my life now.  Life in Orlando can be so stale all the time.

Man!

I feel like I've "spread myself too thin" and not ended up doing one thing and am used to raw talent because I was jealous of Johnny Depp being a good actor, though the acted through the years, though not like in Pirates of the Caribbean and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  I know because I watched him in all his movies.  He was good, but it wasn't, like, seductive in the same way.  I wanted to jump on that bandwagon.  I wasn't very accepted online, though.

Shopped

I have all my money spent already, except I get weekly money, too.  So, the month money is gone.  See, I got expensive dress shoes, $80, to make something of it because I'm passionate about it.  Better be happy about my shoes.

Night!

I can go to sleep soon!  Shopping day is tomorrow!

Yikes!

I might wait and take a shower first.

Who would need me?

I used to be more spick and span but hung around other people and got low and dirty in multiple ways I could not help.

Whew!

I just got back from jogging and am tired.  I need to do core workouts and practice violin.

"Putting Yourself Out There"

I wonder if it's not safe to be too outgoing, sometimes.

After all, it's who, not what.