Tuesday, October 2, 2018

Odd

The terms people hold me under if they want to talk to me.

Interesting

It feels like a comeback.

What is the logic?

13 years of nothing and then this?

Not Sure Why

Most people are fine.

Problem

See, people hate me, if I want to have a nice private life, like it's wrong, but they glorify other people and encourage them to do it.

Possibility

What if things just get worse and worse?

I need my life to get better.  I wonder if I just need more money.  I feel disabled from working, tired on psychotic pills, but I might have to do it to feel better rather than rely on the wish I may return to college or music school someday.

"Thanks, a lot!"

I feel like my life was jeopardized and no one can ever like me because of when I was born.

Hesitant

I'm not sure if I can work, but I hope I go to the job fair and see.

I need money to pay off a debt so I have good credit and can move somewhere else, hopefully Germany.

A New Attitude

People have slid into a new attitude about me.

Did you know other people, for instance people who are younger, receive instant gratification for what they did?

People

People like to keep bringing up people from my past and new people I like.

A Little Weird

I wonder why people treated me like I was just sweet and inhibited when I was a teenager.  I did move to a different state.

Sued

People think I owe everyone I know something just for letting me know them.