Sunday, September 30, 2018
Who would need me?
I used to be more spick and span but hung around other people and got low and dirty in multiple ways I could not help.
"Putting Yourself Out There"
I wonder if it's not safe to be too outgoing, sometimes.
After all, it's who, not what.
After all, it's who, not what.
People are people.
I said good Americans think highly of me, and bad ones are mean.
England also thought good people in the US were boring.
England also thought good people in the US were boring.
Um...
Okay, so I'm cared about and that matters. However, I have a life outside of whatever you consider real "sex." I do feel in my body. I am not sure what sex is, but I've probably masturbated like 500 times.
Well!
I guess nothing's wrong because I don't need anyone to care about me, and I outsmarted people if they think they have something on me concerning that I'm not accepted in Germany when I should be since I'm like a God to older, successful people in the US.
Sad
I can't discuss something important without being accused of having too much in my personal life.
Nice to Hear Outside
I'm out in my kitchen. I wanted to hear the birds sing, but I guess not, I just hear my dad making noises getting ready to go out as a family and mom.
Well...
It's not that I want this person to care about this and comfort me but the fact she can't care because of how she is now.
Happiness
I can do what I want, but they interfered a supposed relationship I really prefer. I'm always making deals with them to get it.
Dejected
I didn't know you had to be good at certain things to be considered okay in certain ways.
I'm already set to be good at an art.
I'm already set to be good at an art.
Something That's up in the Air That Is Interesting That We Can Talk About
I was only sad that someone I know can't care about my life being lonely and famous because maybe just because but with the excuse she is more famous and keeps saying she deserves it over me, or anyone basically, and that it makes her uncomfortable to think about my long past as such.
However, it's reached her as the source and she has to deal with it, like she's really mad, when I was just sad to myself because I am, that my life keeps being manipulated. How can this be if she claimed the fame was not for her to replace me and not care, I know I said she didn't have to do anything because people did it for her and she just is humble and says she didn't do it. Funny no one else is doing this.
However, it's reached her as the source and she has to deal with it, like she's really mad, when I was just sad to myself because I am, that my life keeps being manipulated. How can this be if she claimed the fame was not for her to replace me and not care, I know I said she didn't have to do anything because people did it for her and she just is humble and says she didn't do it. Funny no one else is doing this.
Young People
Why aren't people as encouraging to young people and let them be to feel good to be independent?
Attacked
They keep abusing me acting like I did something wrong other than say I was not as accepted in some places as others, to say I said something else.
Well...
So, don't assume I'm being negative, and I noticed people do negative things related to what I say.
However
I don't care if the person I know doesn't want to care about my being lonely and famous for so long because we switched places and now she's very famous and it makes her feel uncomfortable.
Planning
People are being cordial with the person I know that what they said before was a lie, like they have to arrange it so I'm not special, like they claimed before, to take it away.
Changes
Before, I was welcome; now, people are suggesting I expect too much! What the fuck! Get a life!
Upset
So, that person will never care about me being lonely and famous, but I don't like other people to instead, which will be hard to deal with.
Just because I was sad about that, they made a big deal about nothing offensive. I never intended to express I was taking for granted good things. Why assume that?
Just because I was sad about that, they made a big deal about nothing offensive. I never intended to express I was taking for granted good things. Why assume that?
A Big Deal
It seems like people want this to be big, like people here in Central Florida / the Orlando area.
Inconvenient
They were really mad about how I was upset the person I know got famous and doesn't care about me in the same way.
They used my Eureka moment that other people thought highly of me and this person didn't in some ways to say that it means I can't have the relationship. They took that I was sad to take it further.
It looks like they won't like this post, but I don't know why. I am just saying what happened. It just "seems" like an attitude to others. I'm just saying they combined the 2 reasons as a point of discussion. I guess I'll talk about how they seem. They are very "fresh." They sometimes have to have moments where they put me down where others weren't, but they are interesting for reasons that aren't, like, made by them, in some of the ways, as why.
They used my Eureka moment that other people thought highly of me and this person didn't in some ways to say that it means I can't have the relationship. They took that I was sad to take it further.
It looks like they won't like this post, but I don't know why. I am just saying what happened. It just "seems" like an attitude to others. I'm just saying they combined the 2 reasons as a point of discussion. I guess I'll talk about how they seem. They are very "fresh." They sometimes have to have moments where they put me down where others weren't, but they are interesting for reasons that aren't, like, made by them, in some of the ways, as why.
Abused Forever
Why does it keep being like I'm being tested to lose a relationship? They pushed me to get close to people I don't wanna.
They acted like I did something wrong. It's like I lost it or the important parts of it.
I just felt and posted that I was accepted usually, but now I'm just sorta considered a burden to some other people, for fun, like they're the ultimate source of interest to decide. I didn't mean to take for granted the good things in a relationship. However, they combined this decision with the fact that the person I like got exploited by others and can't care about me anymore having been famous because it just makes her uncomfortable now and like she's better and "doesn't need me" because she gets this attention. It was something special to me, and I was hoping it's not important to her that it switched.
I was just trying to feel good about myself alone being powerful that I can control the world by anyone I know getting famous, which I don't always want. They lashed out on that point, too.
So, I didn't take for granted the good things I had, but they put and ending on it, at least for now, to rattle me up.
See, I just seem so hated. I'm not taking for granted good things! I feel like people are trying to find fault in me so they can act critical of me and discipline me and partially ruin my life and experience, to feel bad about myself.
They are getting someone involved without answering back why it seems like they took my relationship away, doing what I just said here. They are getting personal. They had someone affect me who is disturbing, like they replaced my relationship for who knows what reason from what I said I just did. What I did was say that people liked me until it came to this person and they were mad I was sad they couldn't care about my being alone in fame because now they are famous and keep going on how they deserve it. I guess they are not uncomfortable about the fame but about the fact this took a complete turn and now it's about them and not dealing with me.
So, I said that most people in general think highly of me, until I met someone I like, in a certain way, and that I was sad they can't care about my long and lonely fame because they are famous and it makes them uncomfortable and doesn't make sense.
So, they did some outlandish things to say my relationship doesn't have to be. They acted cooky, like maybe they were kidding but had to touch base like this. They might have taken my relationship away, or maybe she got mad again at me, like just because I was sad I didn't matter about being lonely and famous before, like it was something special.
They had someone affect me who I don't wanna in a certain way and it won't go away and is strong like she is really mad! I can't do anything and no one cares about me!
They acted like I did something wrong. It's like I lost it or the important parts of it.
I just felt and posted that I was accepted usually, but now I'm just sorta considered a burden to some other people, for fun, like they're the ultimate source of interest to decide. I didn't mean to take for granted the good things in a relationship. However, they combined this decision with the fact that the person I like got exploited by others and can't care about me anymore having been famous because it just makes her uncomfortable now and like she's better and "doesn't need me" because she gets this attention. It was something special to me, and I was hoping it's not important to her that it switched.
I was just trying to feel good about myself alone being powerful that I can control the world by anyone I know getting famous, which I don't always want. They lashed out on that point, too.
So, I didn't take for granted the good things I had, but they put and ending on it, at least for now, to rattle me up.
See, I just seem so hated. I'm not taking for granted good things! I feel like people are trying to find fault in me so they can act critical of me and discipline me and partially ruin my life and experience, to feel bad about myself.
They are getting someone involved without answering back why it seems like they took my relationship away, doing what I just said here. They are getting personal. They had someone affect me who is disturbing, like they replaced my relationship for who knows what reason from what I said I just did. What I did was say that people liked me until it came to this person and they were mad I was sad they couldn't care about my being alone in fame because now they are famous and keep going on how they deserve it. I guess they are not uncomfortable about the fame but about the fact this took a complete turn and now it's about them and not dealing with me.
So, I said that most people in general think highly of me, until I met someone I like, in a certain way, and that I was sad they can't care about my long and lonely fame because they are famous and it makes them uncomfortable and doesn't make sense.
So, they did some outlandish things to say my relationship doesn't have to be. They acted cooky, like maybe they were kidding but had to touch base like this. They might have taken my relationship away, or maybe she got mad again at me, like just because I was sad I didn't matter about being lonely and famous before, like it was something special.
They had someone affect me who I don't wanna in a certain way and it won't go away and is strong like she is really mad! I can't do anything and no one cares about me!
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